Challenge of the soul

Yippe yo...for the first time ever...i was asked to lead worship together with gavin and elaine. Excitedly..i was rehearsing what i might say..what to say..during the worship session and singing like a bird in front of my comp in the afternoon.. With nervous and excitement..i went to olps for the weekly YAM session.

I popped into ado room and asked GOD...ahh what is going to happen later? All i got was the spirit will guide you. Still filled with so much joy i went to the room and mingle and chingle with all of them. Before 3 of us sat together to practise, i had the prompting to flip to John 15. I wondered why but i bookmarked it and went for prayers. During prayer...its really cool wat i saw..

Yes..a river stream flowing through us when the gates open. And i saw all of us dancing and soaking ourselves in the water refreshing ourselves..and elaine and sam confirmed the msg of the holy spirit flowing and weaving through us. And its real cool that we were praying behind the grotto..where the sound of flowing water was heard.


The session began..elaine lead us into a beautiful prayer..songs were sung..hands were raised..praises were in the air! As i stayed still in God's presence, i saw... a child sitting by the window..suddenly..the child sees a shinny bright day with pretty clouds floating by, then it soons become rainy and stormy and its repeated again and again.






I did not really understand the vision and continued singing praises...then i had a strong prompting to pick up my bible again. And John 15:18 - The Hostile World "If the world hates you, remember that the world hated me before you." And John15:16 "You did not choose me, it was I who chose you and sent you to go and bear fruit, fruit that will last. And everything you ask the Father in my n1ame, he will give you.


Althought i kept hearing GOD say..speak the vision out. I went cold turkey AGAIN!!!i asked for a sign and next thing i knew...marlene nodded her head at my direction!!i still didnt dare to say and the worship soon ended..the session went on(what a beautiful sharing Nat and Krish shared on the relationship with Daddy GOD) and soon it was time for me to leave for pris wong bdae party. Yet i have not spoke out the vision..and my heart was still feeling really heavy. Praise GOD that i shared this with Nat...and she urged me to speak. I left the session so peaceful after i did my sharing.



Many asked why I do not have the guts to share..and its because i always hear and speak to GOD.i do not know if its a conversation i have with GOD or its a vision for the community or person..so i always pray doubly hard.And i thank GOD for always blessing and giving me affirmationa and confirmation to the visions i see from HIM!



Next we rushed down to pris wong house at woodlands..we were soo late and they were all waiting for us before they cut the cake! The food was soo gd..the chicken wings were a kill..and the cake was fab! Before we left..we prayed for her and her mother..and its soo cool!My ruler transformed into a fence of circle..protecting us as the blood of Jesus was covered on her family.



And with so much joy and hope..i slept excited abt the LISS at st theresa's church on sunday. But i woke up at night..with a horrible haunting nightmare. After prayers..i slept till dawn. And woke up with great happiness!